Getting Back Up

I fell off the wagon again. Sigh. Let's try this again. This whole week has been crazy. And I haven't been eating very well today, either.

Prayer. Trying. Screwing up. More Prayer. Trying again. More Screwing up. Realizing how good God is. Learning not to be so hard on myself. More Prayer. Trying again. And again. And just not giving up.

Beat.

More screwing up.

Double sigh. Here we go. Again.

The journey continues.

I took my aerobics instructor exam today. I think I did alright. I won't know for a month or more. That's the hardest part. But, it's over, for now.

I feel sort of like a sham. I'm out of shape and trying to become a fitness instructor. Ah, but I think it's beautiful somehow. This way I can share my healthful journey with others and help them with theirs at the same time.

Pretty cool, huh?